God, I need you to let go
Me, I ‘m trying too. I’m trying so hard
God, stop trying, stop trying so hard, Just live, enjoy your life.
Me, but what about all these things I’m SUPPOSED to do, like pray and this and that and the other thing?
G, you’ve taken on more than you should. You said it yourself this morning. You took on things you shouldn’t have. MY yoke is easy Janine, don’t forget that.
Me, but God, I’ve been so disobedient and for so long.
G, yes I know. Did it break me? Did it break the bank?
G, then why stress over it? LET GO AND LET ME. Let me show you the things *I* want to show you, let me take you flying.
Me, rolling my eyes – there it is again
G, yes, there it is. Again. Janine, let go. Let go let go let go. Get that book of Gloria Copeland’s. Just LIVE your life, ENJOY your life. Don’t you think I AM can handle it and you? Don’t you think I AM can do what I’ve called you to do? Don’t you think I CAN?
Me. I dunno. I guess so, I guess not. I guess if I’m trying so hard, I’m not trusting
G, exactly. LET GO. It will come to you. Stop shoulding on yourself. Let go. Want to go for a ride? Go. Want to speak in tongues? Do. Want to listen to loud music? Do. LET GO
You have lived bottled up inside yourself all your life, for so long. I have taken the cork off but you keep putting it back on! Stop with that! Let your essence out of the bottle, the smell of you, the aroma of you, the joy of you, the laughter of you, the LOVE of you. Oh Janine, I have given you so much love to be given away. Just don’t abuse it.
G, Janine, baby, look up.
Me, I did, eyes opened
G, what do you see?
Me, the ceiling
G, what do you want to see?
Me, you, your angels, neat stuff in the spirit world.
G, how do you see it?
Me, I dunno, close my eyes?
G, keep them open, how can you have an open eye vision if they are closed?
G, when you least expect it, it will happen when you least expect it. This summer, this summer, I want you free as a bird. No cares, no worries, nothing holding you down.
Me, you’ll have to fix it so it’s that way.
G, I know. But YOU have to LET GO of control, fear, ties to the earth.
Me, ties to the earth???? Looking quizzically
G, yep. You want, you‘ve prayed, you’ve asked for, I see your heart. LET GO so you can SOAR so you can FLY with me.
Gd, stop putting on yourself that which you THINK I want you to do. I said that about the tea in the vision because that’s how *I* like it, not because YOU have to drink tea.
Me, I thought everything you say is a teaching thing I should do?
G, not always, sometimes we just talk. I just talk to you. Lighten up Janine. Remember the 2 yo. Remember how strong she is?
Me is? Not WAS?
G, no, is. She’s a part of you. You take her with you WHEREVER you go. You remember she is with you. If she can fight off the devil, so can you. Remember that.
Me, God, people have said to me that it’s odd to hear God as much as I do. Is it?
G, no, not when you’re listening. Not when it’s your predispensation.
G, certain things for certain people. Special gifts for those that chose to follow the hard path.
Me, Really?? COOL!
G, ask S what her’s is. [I did, she didn’t answer]
Me, but you’ve ALWAYS talked to me like this!
G, because I’ve always known which path you would follow. I MADE you my girl. Remember? LOLOL
Me, yes. 🙂 but what about free will?
G, Janine when you first came to me, you told me things and released your whole self to me, you completely let me in. oh sure, you have your own will, which you’ve exercised time and again haven’t you?
G, but like David, I know your heart. I know the heart of those that have been chosen to go down the hard path.
Me, if I was chosen, then how come you asked me if I wanted too?
G, because it’s always better to go willingly, as I’ve told you before. Willingly means you’re WITH me on this, you are aware and your heart and eyes are open, as opposed to hearing later, when not as much could be done. All in my time girl, all in my time.