How She Thinks

1-26-18 little boy/hyperbaric chamber

1-26-18 A little boy in a hospital.
My little boy.
3 women.
Male doctors
The young mother was sleeping with a male, but it was just platonic. She needed a bf. It was looking like a male Dr. Was going to be the bf.
Each of the women was on hold on the phone waiting for news of the little boy. Ea woman had to leave for some reason, til the young, irresponsible mother had to wait on the phone. She didn’t hold the phone (old style receiver) to her ear like to the others. She was acting young & stupid, it looked like she had nothing on under the white man’s shirt she was wearing. Then she pulled something up and I saw underwear.
She picked up the phone and listened, heard a recording saying someone could come and pick up the little boy. That now was a good time. If they waited he wouldnt get any better.
She asked the doctor if he would drive her because she didn’t have a car and she didn’t have any other way to get there. He did. It turns out the little boy was in a hyperbaric chamber, and the chamber had malfunctioned the day before and it sucked the air/life out of him before it put it back. That’s why he had to go back in the hospital. So the dr. saw what happened, and made sure the incubator thing was working. I woke up.

The Spirit of Leviathan

I just watched a vid from Lance Wallnau about the Leviathan spirit. I think it’s pretty important, so I’m putting it here for others to know as well. 

Leviathan spirit. Like a crocodile or alligator. It’s jaw doesn’t move back and forth like a human’s, it only moves up and down and it’s always trying to latch on to something. A Word, a person, a thought, a communication – it will latch onto whatever it can grasp and latches on. As soon as it latches on, it sinks its teeth in and then goes into what is known as a ‘death spiral’, it spins in order to dismember and pulls down, trying to suffocate it’s victim.

If leviathan can suffocate its victim, it can take them into his territories.

Many have had relationships that are anointed and blessed by God and because of some misunderstanding, some incident, some twisted miscommunication that anointed relationship is broken. What Satan does is he goes into relationships that are meant to be together so the anointing is disconnected.

If that key person is pulled out of your life, the anointing that is on them and the resources they carry is disconnected from your destiny.

So Satan loves to dismember and divide all the time. Because he has multiple heads, he can work through more than one person at a time.

The key is to stay out of strife. Take heed how you hear and take heed what you hear. What you hear is going to become how you hear and if someone we are listening to, is toxic or has an agenda or the wrong spirit, then the spirits that twist the meanings of things to them, will start to twist our understanding also. That’s how powerful that spirit is.

So in the name of Jesus, I bind the spirit of leviathan in the body of Christ, I break the teeth of this spirit, that it cannot control us or make us afraid.

Too Old? BAH!!

We are not so old. We are not as tired as we think. We tell ourselves all of that when we see photos of young people doing things.

WE have wisdom, understanding. WE know how to do xyz. WE can do things NOW, we couldn’t possibly do at their age and neither can they!

Some things take years to learn; skills, knowledge, confidence, know-how.

STOP looking at photos of younger people making leaps and in-roads in social media, in business, in life, thinking you are too old to contribute! Stop thinking you are too old to help another!

Stop thinking THEY are the innovative ones.

WE STILL have GIFTS to give to others. WE are the ones that have the SKILLS and KNOWLEDGE and UNDERSTANDING. US! THEY DON”T! Because they haven’t lived a life long enough.

I noticed when I just looked at a photo of young people getting innovative awards, I got tired. Thinking, ‘why bother’.

BECAUSE IF I DON’T, IF YOU DON’T, IT WON’T HAPPEN. The books won’t be written, the classes won’t be taught, the wisdom won’t be shared.

IF WE DO NOT SHARE THE WISDOM WE HAVE LEARNED AND GAINED THROUGH THE YEARS, who will?

If we think we’re ‘too old’, WHO then will give the gifts we have? WHO?

There are MILLIONS of people waiting for our wisdom, our strength, our understanding, our laughter.

Younger women WANT to be taught how to be a homemaker; how to evangelize, how to have a happy marriage, how to be a godly mother, how to can, how to obey God, how to have fun, how to live, how to be happy, how to knit, how to a million things. 

Older women must teach younger women. You don’t HAVE to do it one on one, you can do it through writing a book, being a speaker, reading to children at the library, there are hundreds of ways to share your gifts and what you know.

Just STOP thinking you are ‘too old’ or ‘too tired’. You have gifts in you to share!

 

 

Watch My Words

We’re told not to say ‘I don’t like this person’, but rather, ‘I don’t like what they are doing’.

When we say about someone, ‘they are mean’, or ‘they are so manipulative’, it’s the same thing. God told me I am NOT to say any of the above. He said my words carry missiles on them and to say something like that, seals those words over whomever I am saying them about. [as well, anything good I say seals it as well. The Word He gave me is pretty impressive, but I’m so worried about messing up, I am not looking at it from that point of view. yess yess, worry is a sin, would you rather I say I am ‘concerned’?  eh]

Neutrinos, Quasars OH MY!

I am ENTHRALLED! I am writing a book on frequencies and flower essences. In my research I am finding all kinds of things.

A few years ago, oh, 3-5, I came across neutrinos. This is something scientists ‘stumbled’ upon. They couldn’t make sense of it. Neutrinos are tiny, tiny bits of electrons that go backward in time, so that everything before is now and everything now is before. BUT the scientists say, oh no! we can’t have this! What about Einstein’s theory? We have calculated all this stuff based on what ole’ Albert said. No no no, we will say it’s not that, we will come up with something else. Neutrinos are itty bitty particles of matter with no electrical charge. LOL how awesome is that?!

I’m not sure if you will be able to find anything now about how scientists got all fumbled up brain-wise, they tend to take that stuff off the internet. 

But the Lord keeps bringing me back to neutrinos. I think it was 2002, something like that, I was going to Phoenix First, an assembly of God church here in Phoenix and God told me that prayers have no time with Him. Whatever is prayed for now, can be used 3 years ago [or 20 or whatever], it can be used for the present, or the future. 

Neutrinos have mass

Neutrinos have mass

That was one of those nudges God was doing with me. I didn’t see it then. Nudges are when God nudges me to say, do, think of, research, pray, NOT do, whatEVER, something He wants me to do. I’m picking up on them now, I wasn’t back then. [thank You Father for your patience!]

So, quasars are the brightest stars because, because, are you ready for this??? BECAUSE THEY ARE SO OLD, that when we look at them, it’s as if we are looking BACK into time!!!!

http://skyserver.sdss.org/dr1/en/proj/advanced/quasars/

God is just amazing. We are now, we were then, we are the future. With God, ONE DAY, is like a thousand years and 1000 years….ONE THOUSAND YEARS??? is like ONE DAY.  There is absolutely nothing impossible with God, He is unsearchable, amazing, tender, powerful. WOW!

Neutrinos and prayer!

https://www.pbs.org/newshour/science/what-is-a-neutrino-and-why-should-anyone-but-a-particle-physicist-care

 

Get Off The Fear Pedestal!

 

Let Courage RISE FIRST

Fear, people have fear on a pedestal, as if they think more highly of fear than they do courage. There is good fear and bad fear. This is about bad fear. The kind that paralyzes us so we don’t move, don’t try, don’t do.

When was the last time you heard someone say, I had courage and I did this?

What we normally say or hear is ‘I was afraid too xyz’. I was afraid of rejection, I was afraid of being judged for….not doing it well, being fat, sounding bad, people won’t buy, people won’t like me. Fear is familiar. Absolutely everyone knows fear. But does everyone know courage?

Do you feel better when you are fearful or when you act on courage?

Is living in fear somewhere YOU want to live?  Is living with fear someone you want to live with?  Stop being so darn comfortable with fear! Don’t be crushed by fear. Kick it out of your life!

Do we even hear about people ‘living in’ courage? Being with courage? No, because it’s something we all have to fight through, climb over, deal with. Courage is something we need to DO, take action on! Fear is something we wallow in, that allows us to be less than what God made us to be.

Courage is not commonplace. Stop being common. Stand out, be courageous. So many people are trying to be different. Well, then, live with courage. Take courageous action. Courage is a good word. It brings out the best in us. To live courageously means to live better, at one’s best.

We all feel better when we take action, when we are courageous. So, let’s determine to live courageously, live WITH courage, live IN courage. Fear or courage, whichever one we let rule our lives, is the winner.

Do not fail to live your life because you are fearful!                                                                                     Live WITH courage, not IN fear.

I had a huge revelation today

1-14-18 I’ve been praying Ephesians chapters 1-4 for several months. Billye Brim said on one of the Kenneth Copeland programs last year [2017], around May or June that Hagin said to pray the prayers Paul prayed for us in Ephesians. To put them in our own words, make them personal. So I have been. For months now. I have gotten so many breakthroughs of understanding, it’s been awesome!

So today, I smelled something sort of sour and I was cooking a steak. [I shoulda remembered I smell evil, but I didn’t remember til just now]. After it was cooked, I smelled it again. So I prayed, ‘Jesus, I pray you make this steak good to eat, in Jesus name’. ALL OF A SUDDEN! I said, ‘I command this steak to be good in Jesus name’. And I UNDERSTOOD about the POWER!

WE have the power of God in us if we are born-again followers of Jesus. It is MINE to command. [as long as it’s thru the Blood I speak, and not for selfish gain] I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD IN ME. Not only that, but WHAT I SAY IS WHAT I GET. So, I spoke with my words a blessing and since the power of God is in me, I HAVE Power and since what my mouth says is what I’ll get, WOW! So I have THE Power and when the words of Jesus come thru my mouth, WOW! DOUBLE WHAMMY!

WHAT an amazing revelation I got today!

Oh man, to be so careful what comes out of my mouth now and not fall back into bad language when people are driving badly. God help me!

addendum, later today, every time I say something about the way a person is driving, I’m judging them. I’m to owe no man anything but love. I’m not to judge someone in that way. We ARE to judge, that’s how we know who to stay away from and who to be friends with. However not to judge the way someone is driving, you know what I mean. So I’m judging. No, I don’t feel bad, just enlightened. 

Shofar About To Be Blown

Update: 10p.m. 3-7-18. I was reading a post by Keith Ferrante and something he said about California awakening reminded me of this word and God told me to blow the shofar/it will be blown on May 17, 2018.

This is a word the Lord gave me to me last November 17.2017 at 5p. Today, 1-14-18 He told me to put it on here.

The shofar is about to be blown. A wake up call to God’s people. A wake up call, His time is coming and His gifts. This final dispensation of a great move of God is here. Shofars will be blown all over the world. In cities, in homes, over people and over things. To start a new project.

The  time of the shofar to be blown is coming. To wake up My children from their slumber of doing things like they always have. 

Ana’s Book, My Visions

1-12-18 I’m currently reading Ana Werner’s book, “The Seer’s Path”. If you decide to read it, know that there are a lot of misspellings, one VERY graphic story in there that shouldn’t even be in there and the proofing was slip-shod. THAT SAID, I think you should buy it. [I’m over that ‘put up an affiliate link’] 

It’s a REALLY good book. Ana has us practice doing visions early on. I’m further in the book, but I’m still doing the visions. Jesus said He wants me here ‘for a while’. It’s been a few weeks. He told me yesterday to ‘keep doing the visions, they’re important’. I have had tremendous emotional healing thru doing this. God also told me late Dec to “take a flower essence daily, I don’t care which one, just take it every day”. So I have been. I have them all over the house since I make them and it’s the focus of my new book, “Demystifying Frequencies and Flower Essences”. I generally end up with just once a day, but it’s every day.

I believe it’s because of the essence and practicing having the visions that I’m getting so much break through. Yesterday was huge. You can read it on here.

This morning’s vision, was me, at about 6, putting my hand in Jesus’ and we were walking along. I told Him I love holding hands with him. He smiled.

I probably need to back up some. Ana doesn’t cover this in her book. But when I first started with the visions, Jesus spoke, like we do, out loud, with his mouth moving. When I first had the visions, there was food there and drinks. He drinks tea most of the time, not coffee, because He said it’s cleaner and he likes it better. Remember, this is MY vision, it will be different in yours. *I* took that to mean I should drink tea more instead of coffee. I found out later, that wasn’t so. [go read under the link we talk, he and i]. But He Talked OUT LOUD. He SAID he was doing it that way for me, so that I would be comfortable. The food, the cups, talking out loud. 

BUT NOW, I see, He’s doing the spirit to spirit talking. That just happened that I noticed, today. 1-12-18. He might have done it before, but I didn’t notice. 

Today, when He smiled about me saying I love holding hands with him, he said, ‘that won’t always be so’, but it wasn’t loudly and it wasn’t scary. And He didn’t move his lips. [I’m just not gonna cap the H all the time, he’s not bothered if I don’t]. So we’re walking along and all of a sudden I’m a path, strewn with yellow leaves from a huge tree overhead that is dropping them. It’s FALL! I LOVE kicking leaves and crunching them underfoot. I KNOW Jesus is ahead of me and I’m hurrying to catch up, but enjoying the leaves, how pretty they are, they crunch and it’s just so pretty! I go around the bend in the path, the tree is at the bend and I see Jesus ahead of me, walking along slowly, scuffling thru the leaves, head down, like he’s thinking.

He knows I’m there [cause he’s God]. He turns around and kneels as I run into his arms, out of breath. I was SO happy! Happy He’s there, happy to see him, happy about the leaves. We started walking along, my hand in his. I asked, “why are the leaves yellow”? He said, “because you like them. They’re crunchy too, because you like it”. He smiled at me. “Did you feel the crunch”? “Yes”, I said. “I LIKED it”! I asked, “do the yellow leaves mean something else too”? He said, “yes, but that’s for later”.

I was in bed when I had this vision. Snuggled up under the covers where it was warm. I snuggled deeper because that’s how God makes me feel. Loved, warm and safe.

I am just reveling in the new knowledge I have that I’m average. It sure doesn’t mean to me what it means to most people. It means I don’t have to try [so] hard? No, it means I don’t have to try to be: I don’t have to be someone I’m not, I don’t have to heal anyone, I don’t have to teach anyone, I don’t have to excel at anything, I don’t have to be better than, or smarter than, or richer than, or louder than. I CAN JUST BE ME. OH! what a feeling! THIS is where SELF LOVE comes in to play. THIS is where ‘love your neighbor as yourself’ happens! I am now free, to not only love me, but to BE me. 

So when i was in the spa room this morning, there’s still a lot of stuff I haven’t gotten rid of. God smiled and said, “because I know you like concocting things, so it’s still there for you to do, if you want too”.

I don’t have to keep all the stuff for a business. IT”S NOT MY PROBLEM. And since the Bible says I have whatever I say, I’ve been ‘saying’ all morning. I am so happy. I’m so grateful to Jesus/God for setting me free of that HORRIBLE bondage.

I really AM going to enjoy MY life!