When we say about someone, ‘they are mean’, or ‘they are so manipulative’, it’s the same thing. God told me I am NOT to say any of the above. He said my words carry missiles on them and to say something like that, seals those words over whomever I am saying them about. [as well, anything good I say seals it as well. The Word He gave me is pretty impressive, but I’m so worried about messing up, I am not looking at it from that point of view. yess yess, worry is a sin, would you rather I say I am ‘concerned’? eh]
I am ENTHRALLED! I am writing a book on frequencies and flower essences. In my research I am finding all kinds of things.
A few years ago, oh, 3-5, I came across neutrinos. This is something scientists ‘stumbled’ upon. They couldn’t make sense of it. Neutrinos are tiny, tiny bits of electrons that go backward in time, so that everything before is now and everything now is before. BUT the scientists say, oh no! we can’t have this! What about Einstein’s theory? We have calculated all this stuff based on what ole’ Albert said. No no no, we will say it’s not that, we will come up with something else. Neutrinos are itty bitty particles of matter with no electrical charge. LOL how awesome is that?!
I’m not sure if you will be able to find anything now about how scientists got all fumbled up brain-wise, they tend to take that stuff off the internet.
But the Lord keeps bringing me back to neutrinos. I think it was 2002, something like that, I was going to Phoenix First, an assembly of God church here in Phoenix and God told me that prayers have no time with Him. Whatever is prayed for now, can be used 3 years ago [or 20 or whatever], it can be used for the present, or the future.
Neutrinos have mass
That was one of those nudges God was doing with me. I didn’t see it then. Nudges are when God nudges me to say, do, think of, research, pray, NOT do, whatEVER, something He wants me to do. I’m picking up on them now, I wasn’t back then. [thank You Father for your patience!]
So, quasars are the brightest stars because, because, are you ready for this??? BECAUSE THEY ARE SO OLD, that when we look at them, it’s as if we are looking BACK into time!!!!
God is just amazing. We are now, we were then, we are the future. With God, ONE DAY, is like a thousand years and 1000 years….ONE THOUSAND YEARS??? is like ONE DAY. There is absolutely nothing impossible with God, He is unsearchable, amazing, tender, powerful. WOW!
Neutrinos and prayer!
Fear, people have fear on a pedestal, as if they think more highly of fear than they do courage. There is good fear and bad fear. This is about bad fear. The kind that paralyzes us so we don’t move, don’t try, don’t do.
When was the last time you heard someone say, I had courage and I did this?
What we normally say or hear is ‘I was afraid too xyz’. I was afraid of rejection, I was afraid of being judged for….not doing it well, being fat, sounding bad, people won’t buy, people won’t like me. Fear is familiar. Absolutely everyone knows fear. But does everyone know courage?
Do you feel better when you are fearful or when you act on courage?
Is living in fear somewhere YOU want to live? Is living with fear someone you want to live with? Stop being so darn comfortable with fear! Don’t be crushed by fear. Kick it out of your life!
Do we even hear about people ‘living in’ courage? Being with courage? No, because it’s something we all have to fight through, climb over, deal with. Courage is something we need to DO, take action on! Fear is something we wallow in, that allows us to be less than what God made us to be.
Courage is not commonplace. Stop being common. Stand out, be courageous. So many people are trying to be different. Well, then, live with courage. Take courageous action. Courage is a good word. It brings out the best in us. To live courageously means to live better, at one’s best.
We all feel better when we take action, when we are courageous. So, let’s determine to live courageously, live WITH courage, live IN courage. Fear or courage, whichever one we let rule our lives, is the winner.
Do not fail to live your life because you are fearful! Live WITH courage, not IN fear.
1-14-18 I’ve been praying Ephesians chapters 1-4 for several months. Billye Brim said on one of the Kenneth Copeland programs last year , around May or June that Hagin said to pray the prayers Paul prayed for us in Ephesians. To put them in our own words, make them personal. So I have been. For months now. I have gotten so many breakthroughs of understanding, it’s been awesome!
So today, I smelled something sort of sour and I was cooking a steak. [I shoulda remembered I smell evil, but I didn’t remember til just now]. After it was cooked, I smelled it again. So I prayed, ‘Jesus, I pray you make this steak good to eat, in Jesus name’. ALL OF A SUDDEN! I said, ‘I command this steak to be good in Jesus name’. And I UNDERSTOOD about the POWER!
WE have the power of God in us if we are born-again followers of Jesus. It is MINE to command. [as long as it’s thru the Blood I speak, and not for selfish gain] I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD IN ME. Not only that, but WHAT I SAY IS WHAT I GET. So, I spoke with my words a blessing and since the power of God is in me, I HAVE Power and since what my mouth says is what I’ll get, WOW! So I have THE Power and when the words of Jesus come thru my mouth, WOW! DOUBLE WHAMMY!
WHAT an amazing revelation I got today!
Oh man, to be so careful what comes out of my mouth now and not fall back into bad language when people are driving badly. God help me!
addendum, later today, every time I say something about the way a person is driving, I’m judging them. I’m to owe no man anything but love. I’m not to judge someone in that way. We ARE to judge, that’s how we know who to stay away from and who to be friends with. However not to judge the way someone is driving, you know what I mean. So I’m judging. No, I don’t feel bad, just enlightened.
Update: 10p.m. 3-7-18. I was reading a post by Keith Ferrante and something he said about California awakening reminded me of this word and God told me to blow the shofar/it will be blown on May 17, 2018.
This is a word the Lord gave me to me last November 17.2017 at 5p. Today, 1-14-18 He told me to put it on here.
The shofar is about to be blown. A wake up call to God’s people. A wake up call, His time is coming and His gifts. This final dispensation of a great move of God is here. Shofars will be blown all over the world. In cities, in homes, over people and over things. To start a new project.
The time of the shofar to be blown is coming. To wake up My children from their slumber of doing things like they always have.
1-12-18 I’m currently reading Ana Werner’s book, “The Seer’s Path”. If you decide to read it, know that there are a lot of misspellings, one VERY graphic story in there that shouldn’t even be in there and the proofing was slip-shod. THAT SAID, I think you should buy it. [I’m over that ‘put up an affiliate link’]
It’s a REALLY good book. Ana has us practice doing visions early on. I’m further in the book, but I’m still doing the visions. Jesus said He wants me here ‘for a while’. It’s been a few weeks. He told me yesterday to ‘keep doing the visions, they’re important’. I have had tremendous emotional healing thru doing this. God also told me late Dec to “take a flower essence daily, I don’t care which one, just take it every day”. So I have been. I have them all over the house since I make them and it’s the focus of my new book, “Demystifying Frequencies and Flower Essences”. I generally end up with just once a day, but it’s every day.
I believe it’s because of the essence and practicing having the visions that I’m getting so much break through. Yesterday was huge. You can read it on here.
This morning’s vision, was me, at about 6, putting my hand in Jesus’ and we were walking along. I told Him I love holding hands with him. He smiled.
I probably need to back up some. Ana doesn’t cover this in her book. But when I first started with the visions, Jesus spoke, like we do, out loud, with his mouth moving. When I first had the visions, there was food there and drinks. He drinks tea most of the time, not coffee, because He said it’s cleaner and he likes it better. Remember, this is MY vision, it will be different in yours. *I* took that to mean I should drink tea more instead of coffee. I found out later, that wasn’t so. [go read under the link we talk, he and i]. But He Talked OUT LOUD. He SAID he was doing it that way for me, so that I would be comfortable. The food, the cups, talking out loud.
BUT NOW, I see, He’s doing the spirit to spirit talking. That just happened that I noticed, today. 1-12-18. He might have done it before, but I didn’t notice.
Today, when He smiled about me saying I love holding hands with him, he said, ‘that won’t always be so’, but it wasn’t loudly and it wasn’t scary. And He didn’t move his lips. [I’m just not gonna cap the H all the time, he’s not bothered if I don’t]. So we’re walking along and all of a sudden I’m a path, strewn with yellow leaves from a huge tree overhead that is dropping them. It’s FALL! I LOVE kicking leaves and crunching them underfoot. I KNOW Jesus is ahead of me and I’m hurrying to catch up, but enjoying the leaves, how pretty they are, they crunch and it’s just so pretty! I go around the bend in the path, the tree is at the bend and I see Jesus ahead of me, walking along slowly, scuffling thru the leaves, head down, like he’s thinking.
He knows I’m there [cause he’s God]. He turns around and kneels as I run into his arms, out of breath. I was SO happy! Happy He’s there, happy to see him, happy about the leaves. We started walking along, my hand in his. I asked, “why are the leaves yellow”? He said, “because you like them. They’re crunchy too, because you like it”. He smiled at me. “Did you feel the crunch”? “Yes”, I said. “I LIKED it”! I asked, “do the yellow leaves mean something else too”? He said, “yes, but that’s for later”.
I was in bed when I had this vision. Snuggled up under the covers where it was warm. I snuggled deeper because that’s how God makes me feel. Loved, warm and safe.
I am just reveling in the new knowledge I have that I’m average. It sure doesn’t mean to me what it means to most people. It means I don’t have to try [so] hard? No, it means I don’t have to try to be: I don’t have to be someone I’m not, I don’t have to heal anyone, I don’t have to teach anyone, I don’t have to excel at anything, I don’t have to be better than, or smarter than, or richer than, or louder than. I CAN JUST BE ME. OH! what a feeling! THIS is where SELF LOVE comes in to play. THIS is where ‘love your neighbor as yourself’ happens! I am now free, to not only love me, but to BE me.
So when i was in the spa room this morning, there’s still a lot of stuff I haven’t gotten rid of. God smiled and said, “because I know you like concocting things, so it’s still there for you to do, if you want too”.
I don’t have to keep all the stuff for a business. IT”S NOT MY PROBLEM. And since the Bible says I have whatever I say, I’ve been ‘saying’ all morning. I am so happy. I’m so grateful to Jesus/God for setting me free of that HORRIBLE bondage.
I really AM going to enjoy MY life!
I’m just your average Joe. That’s what God just told me in the hot tub. OHMYGOSH! FREEDOM! I had a dream the other nite, you can find it under ‘just my stuff’ the post about ‘i don’t think i can do this’.
I get a tremendous amount of revelation in the hot tub. Water. I’m a water baby. I love water, I thrive with water around me. Hence, I’m in the desert. It’s God’s joke. lol
But, I have a pool and a hot tub. So I can be in hot water wherever I am! LOL I was middling in my brain about that specific post. I have a lot of stuff in there that’s personal. But if there’s one thing I know as much as I know my own name, it’s that God wants me to be transparent. He made me transparent. That’s all I’ve heard for decades is about how transparent I am. [I used to think it was a bad thing, now I just think it’s one of ‘those’ God things] So just now in the hot tub, as I was pondering the dream..clearly President Trump is God, so God blew his trumpet and loudly told a select few, it wasn’t on tv or a press conference, it was on the radio! People LISTEN to a radio, tv they watch and don’t pay a lot of attention too, they hear and don’t pay a lot of attention too. But the radio…people listen to it, because they want too. But only a select group of people listen to the radio. It is THOSE people I reach.
So I say to God, ‘I’m sorry I put that on there about faith, maybe I should take it off. I don’t want to be disrespectful’.
God says, ‘leave it there’.
God, because it helps others
me, but it’s disrespectful
God, not it’s not, it’s saying how you feel
me, who’s going to hear? I’m just your average joe.
God, yes, you are an average joe. People need to see that everyone is the same. Most of the time they see ‘big shots’ that are unattainable and unreachable but they don’t see the realness of life, of walking with me. You are showing others that you ALL think these ways at one time or another. Janine, it’s not so much about you, as it is I want my children at ease, not stressing so much about what they THINK they should do, what they THINK they should act like. You are my vehicle baby girl. You ARE willing. So many aren’t.
Wow, this is huge. HUGE. This, THIS alone, set me free of a LIFETIME of living under the curse of being a perfectionist. I’m an AVERAGE JOE! HOW AWESOME IS THAT? I no longer have to BE what ANYONE thinks I should be. I no longer have to prove ANYTHING to ANYONE at ANY TIME. I can soar with God. I can fly! I can BE.
I can BE. If I’m overweight, SO WHAT! Am I loved anyway? YES! If I’m into herbs and flower essences and rocks and Jesus, SO WHAT! If I live however I want too, SO WHAT! I’M AN AVERAGE JOE!
WHAT A RELIEF! I NO LONGER HAVE TO HAVE STATUS TO BE A PERSON! I NO LONGER HAVE TO BE IMPORTANT IN THE WORLD, I NO LONGER HAVE TO MAKE MY MARK [I already met my goal of helping others with the business I just sold] I no longer have to help others, teach others. I can just BE. I can learn about ME, BE ME, have fun. THIS IS MY YEAR! 2018 is MY health year, MY YEAR.
I AM ÅVERAGE [that’s a halo over the A]
I AM AVERAGE!!!!!!!
God, I need you to let go
Me, I ‘m trying too. I’m trying so hard
God, stop trying, stop trying so hard, Just live, enjoy your life.
Me, but what about all these things I’m SUPPOSED to do, like pray and this and that and the other thing?
G, you’ve taken on more than you should. You said it yourself this morning. You took on things you shouldn’t have. MY yoke is easy Janine, don’t forget that.
Me, but God, I’ve been so disobedient and for so long.
G, yes I know. Did it break me? Did it break the bank?
G, then why stress over it? LET GO AND LET ME. Let me show you the things *I* want to show you, let me take you flying.
Me, rolling my eyes – there it is again
G, yes, there it is. Again. Janine, let go. Let go let go let go. Get that book of Gloria Copeland’s. Just LIVE your life, ENJOY your life. Don’t you think I AM can handle it and you? Don’t you think I AM can do what I’ve called you to do? Don’t you think I CAN?
Me. I dunno. I guess so, I guess not. I guess if I’m trying so hard, I’m not trusting
G, exactly. LET GO. It will come to you. Stop shoulding on yourself. Let go. Want to go for a ride? Go. Want to speak in tongues? Do. Want to listen to loud music? Do. LET GO
You have lived bottled up inside yourself all your life, for so long. I have taken the cork off but you keep putting it back on! Stop with that! Let your essence out of the bottle, the smell of you, the aroma of you, the joy of you, the laughter of you, the LOVE of you. Oh Janine, I have given you so much love to be given away. Just don’t abuse it.
G, Janine, baby, look up.
Me, I did, eyes opened
G, what do you see?
Me, the ceiling
G, what do you want to see?
Me, you, your angels, neat stuff in the spirit world.
G, how do you see it?
Me, I dunno, close my eyes?
G, keep them open, how can you have an open eye vision if they are closed?
G, when you least expect it, it will happen when you least expect it. This summer, this summer, I want you free as a bird. No cares, no worries, nothing holding you down.
Me, you’ll have to fix it so it’s that way.
G, I know. But YOU have to LET GO of control, fear, ties to the earth.
Me, ties to the earth???? Looking quizzically
G, yep. You want, you‘ve prayed, you’ve asked for, I see your heart. LET GO so you can SOAR so you can FLY with me.
Gd, stop putting on yourself that which you THINK I want you to do. I said that about the tea in the vision because that’s how *I* like it, not because YOU have to drink tea.
Me, I thought everything you say is a teaching thing I should do?
G, not always, sometimes we just talk. I just talk to you. Lighten up Janine. Remember the 2 yo. Remember how strong she is?
Me is? Not WAS?
G, no, is. She’s a part of you. You take her with you WHEREVER you go. You remember she is with you. If she can fight off the devil, so can you. Remember that.
Me, God, people have said to me that it’s odd to hear God as much as I do. Is it?
G, no, not when you’re listening. Not when it’s your predispensation.
G, certain things for certain people. Special gifts for those that chose to follow the hard path.
Me, Really?? COOL!
G, ask S what her’s is. [I did, she didn’t answer]
Me, but you’ve ALWAYS talked to me like this!
G, because I’ve always known which path you would follow. I MADE you my girl. Remember? LOLOL
Me, yes. 🙂 but what about free will?
G, Janine when you first came to me, you told me things and released your whole self to me, you completely let me in. oh sure, you have your own will, which you’ve exercised time and again haven’t you?
G, but like David, I know your heart. I know the heart of those that have been chosen to go down the hard path.
Me, if I was chosen, then how come you asked me if I wanted too?
G, because it’s always better to go willingly, as I’ve told you before. Willingly means you’re WITH me on this, you are aware and your heart and eyes are open, as opposed to hearing later, when not as much could be done. All in my time girl, all in my time.