How She Thinks

Ana’s Book, My Visions

1-12-18 I’m currently reading Ana Werner’s book, “The Seer’s Path”. If you decide to read it, know that there are a lot of misspellings, one VERY graphic story in there that shouldn’t even be in there and the proofing was slip-shod. THAT SAID, I think you should buy it. [I’m over that ‘put up an affiliate link’] 

It’s a REALLY good book. Ana has us practice doing visions early on. I’m further in the book, but I’m still doing the visions. Jesus said He wants me here ‘for a while’. It’s been a few weeks. He told me yesterday to ‘keep doing the visions, they’re important’. I have had tremendous emotional healing thru doing this. God also told me late Dec to “take a flower essence daily, I don’t care which one, just take it every day”. So I have been. I have them all over the house since I make them and it’s the focus of my new book, “Demystifying Frequencies and Flower Essences”. I generally end up with just once a day, but it’s every day.

I believe it’s because of the essence and practicing having the visions that I’m getting so much break through. Yesterday was huge. You can read it on here.

This morning’s vision, was me, at about 6, putting my hand in Jesus’ and we were walking along. I told Him I love holding hands with him. He smiled.

I probably need to back up some. Ana doesn’t cover this in her book. But when I first started with the visions, Jesus spoke, like we do, out loud, with his mouth moving. When I first had the visions, there was food there and drinks. He drinks tea most of the time, not coffee, because He said it’s cleaner and he likes it better. Remember, this is MY vision, it will be different in yours. *I* took that to mean I should drink tea more instead of coffee. I found out later, that wasn’t so. [go read under the link we talk, he and i]. But He Talked OUT LOUD. He SAID he was doing it that way for me, so that I would be comfortable. The food, the cups, talking out loud. 

BUT NOW, I see, He’s doing the spirit to spirit talking. That just happened that I noticed, today. 1-12-18. He might have done it before, but I didn’t notice. 

Today, when He smiled about me saying I love holding hands with him, he said, ‘that won’t always be so’, but it wasn’t loudly and it wasn’t scary. And He didn’t move his lips. [I’m just not gonna cap the H all the time, he’s not bothered if I don’t]. So we’re walking along and all of a sudden I’m a path, strewn with yellow leaves from a huge tree overhead that is dropping them. It’s FALL! I LOVE kicking leaves and crunching them underfoot. I KNOW Jesus is ahead of me and I’m hurrying to catch up, but enjoying the leaves, how pretty they are, they crunch and it’s just so pretty! I go around the bend in the path, the tree is at the bend and I see Jesus ahead of me, walking along slowly, scuffling thru the leaves, head down, like he’s thinking.

He knows I’m there [cause he’s God]. He turns around and kneels as I run into his arms, out of breath. I was SO happy! Happy He’s there, happy to see him, happy about the leaves. We started walking along, my hand in his. I asked, “why are the leaves yellow”? He said, “because you like them. They’re crunchy too, because you like it”. He smiled at me. “Did you feel the crunch”? “Yes”, I said. “I LIKED it”! I asked, “do the yellow leaves mean something else too”? He said, “yes, but that’s for later”.

I was in bed when I had this vision. Snuggled up under the covers where it was warm. I snuggled deeper because that’s how God makes me feel. Loved, warm and safe.

I am just reveling in the new knowledge I have that I’m average. It sure doesn’t mean to me what it means to most people. It means I don’t have to try [so] hard? No, it means I don’t have to try to be: I don’t have to be someone I’m not, I don’t have to heal anyone, I don’t have to teach anyone, I don’t have to excel at anything, I don’t have to be better than, or smarter than, or richer than, or louder than. I CAN JUST BE ME. OH! what a feeling! THIS is where SELF LOVE comes in to play. THIS is where ‘love your neighbor as yourself’ happens! I am now free, to not only love me, but to BE me. 

So when i was in the spa room this morning, there’s still a lot of stuff I haven’t gotten rid of. God smiled and said, “because I know you like concocting things, so it’s still there for you to do, if you want too”.

I don’t have to keep all the stuff for a business. IT”S NOT MY PROBLEM. And since the Bible says I have whatever I say, I’ve been ‘saying’ all morning. I am so happy. I’m so grateful to Jesus/God for setting me free of that HORRIBLE bondage.

I really AM going to enjoy MY life!

1-5-18 just a convo

1-5-18
God, why did you want me to do THAT, [the essences] instead of something else? Hidden riches in secret places?
G, yes. And more. There are things I want to teach you. 
me, Why me?
G, why not you?
Well, money.
Gd, you’re taken care of, aren’t you?
Me, yes.
G, well then.
Me, well, I want to travel.
God, and so?
Me, so I need more money
And how am I supposed to fit in the book writing stuff and HOW do you want me to publish other’s stories when they haven’t written them yet and HOW do you want me to go about writing them for them? [if you do want me to do that]And just HOW am I supposed to get paid for publishing others’ books?
G, time, time will tell. As you go along, obediently, you will see.
Me, struggling to not sound bad. yes, but it would be very nice to know a part of the plan.
G, the next vision session we have, I’ll tell you some. The sessions are important Janine, stop putting them off.
Yes Lord